....i missed your sweet sinful smiles you gave me....than...*ATTACK!*

....its official!...IM THE WOREST FRIEND IN THE ENTIRE WORLD!..i cant belive that i called myh friend mushroom head and she gortt fuckinkk pissed cuz i felt like...BLAH..I JUST WANT TO DIE..CAN THIS DAY GETANY FUCKED UP SIA!.....and than...i couldnt control myh big mouth and this happened....sigh...well..rite nw..im nortt in the mood to blogg any fuckink more...

 

P.S...

I STILL LOVE YOU JOSH![=!><!

HEY!!!!!!!!..ok...i know its been lik so suppppppper long since i posted something...!...haha...aww..i miss ue guys!....I MISS MYH BABYIESZXZX!!!!!!!!!!!!!....hahaa..i miss ue licky!...i miss ue fang!...I MISS UE ALL!..haha...weelll...i think i gortt a bf!...haha...his name ishh DANIEL!..such a cute and romantic name....haha...well..if ue guys wana know how i met him....well..i met him wif some of myh other friends that dae..we all chiped in some money to buy some alcoholl..haha..we bought lik a bottel of SCOTCH AND VODKA!...haha...wif lik three bottles pepsi and one bottel of ice lemon tea..haha....its was fun..haha..theres was only lik one cup..so..we took turns...drinkinkk it.....a guy caled topher..haha(CHRISTOPHER!..but he doesn't like the chris..only the topher!)...haha...cuz i was the main sponser....but i was lik...nah...ue drink it first...haha..dan..i saw a cat stuck on thhe second floor..haha...its was weird..i was lik..aww...poor kitty!..but..than...it cam down and up...i was lik...fuck ue cat....how could ue betray myh feelinkks..haha..i was lik mad fer a while cuz of the alcohol..mad as in..crazy!...haha..i kept lookinkk at himm..he kept lookinkk at meh..i was lik...OMG!..hes so cute!....aww...dan...beforre i went bak home..i wanted to hug himm..but..he was all the way inside..haha..so..i shook his hand bye...than yesterdae...he caled meh..he asked..do ue lik meh..i was lik..mayb....haha..dan..i was YESH!..haha...well...than we juszx talked....blah blah...hhahaa...so..nw...we're guna go out on fridae nd sat...LOVE!!!!!!!im so SHY!...hahawell..gtg.....luubbieszx ue babiieszxzx boo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![=!...KISSES,HUGGIESZX AND LUBBIESZXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!![=!><!                                 

I FEEL LIK MYH HEART JUSZXT EXPLODED IN HAPPIENESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..sigh..

 

 

this boy right here!....I LOVE HIM MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARHHG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HES DA BEST FRIEND I CAN GET..AWW...AFTER ALL THE SHIT HE HAS BEEN THROUGH..HES STILL HAAPY AS AN QUITE LITTLE PANDA!...aww...hes juszx so PERFECT..in myh eyes..i dunch no hw he looks in uer eyes..but when i see him..its lik fireworkszx in myh stomache!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BENJAMIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!UE ROCK SO HARD BABY...!!!!!!!!!![=!!

I LOOK SO STUPID!..yesterdae was fun..haha..i gortt drunkk....hahai slapped myh fren too..but he fergave meh..nd does anione no yyyhh in da world does 1+1=3?....haha...its a joke...im confused!...aww...haha..i love ue all bitcheszx!...hehee![=!jkjk!><!

 

THIS CUTIE RITE HERE ISHH MYH SIS..HAHA..SO CALLED HISS KATHY!..SHE LIK DA MOST AWESOME PERSON IN DA WORLD..IVEE BEEN THOURHH SHITTY TIMES WIF HER...GOOD TIMES...ND JUZX FUNNY TIMESZX....SHE MIGHT NOT B DA MOST PRETTIEST..BUT TO MEH...SHE DA BEST PERSON I COULD TALK TO MOST OF THE TIME WHEN IM ONLINE....I TINK ABOUT HER...DA MOMENT I TINK ABOUT BUZZNET!...WELL..ONE THINKK ISHH FERRRRRRRRR SURE.....IS UE TRY TO HURT MYH BABY...I FUCKINKK KILL UE,UE FUCKERSZXZX ALL OUT THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEY GUYSSXZXX!!!!!!!..HAHA...IF UE TINKK UE HABB A CHACE IN MODELINKK....CHECK OUT THIS LINK HERE!

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=280621763

.....i've been waiting..looking at everyone around me....having someone in they're life.....except me...i like a guy called galant....i REALLY LIKE HIM..for about months...since..i came to this school..outram!...myh eyes would scan him everydae...hehehe...i still lik him..after what he did to meh....anyways......in class...once...i couldn't stop staring at him....when it was tempertaure taking time...I HAD A FEVER...LIKE HIM!...SO..I JUST KEPT MYH EYES ON HIM...like when that time today when he wass playing with his frensz...wen his pants almost fell off...i had a fever again...!....anywayszaxzx..1.I TEXTED HIM CUZ I WAS BORED...ND SAID I WASS SOMEONE FROM SCHOOL!..haha..2.HE KEPT ASKINKKK IN CLASS WHO WAS THIS PERSON...SO....I COULDN'T HELP BUT TO LAUGH...so i ran to the toilet..i think it gave himm"ITS MEH YOU IDIOT" thoughts...haha...3.THAN HE TOLD THE BITCHIEST PERSON FROM CLASS...SHE A SLUT1...SHE TEXTED MYH FRIENDS FONE..ND NW....i cant talk to her animorrre!..nortt untill in 21!]=.....i like him....loads...but..HE HATES MEH CUZ IM FUCKIN FAT!...]=...ITS REALLY HURTS WHEN SOME GUYS DON'T PUT IN THE EFFORT TO LOOK RIGHT AT THE GIRLL AT TRY TO KNOW HER BETTER....]=...plushhh..its da guy in yellow!]=

HAHAHA..so...ue all know myh as.............................................a girl!...but hw well do ue guys know meh...haha...lets c.....ill start off

1.im extremly horny at timeszx

2.i lik to sae sumtimeszx wae too much stuff..

3.im fuckinkk emotional,so dunch try to plae or ill ask ue fer uer ballssxz!

4.i lik to dance although im fat

5.sumtimeszx i wana go out clubbink..but i cant...cuz of myh parentszx.

6.im nice

7.if ue try to  act rude to meh..ill juszx kick uer ass out of earth!

8.i love watchinkk movieszx

9.myh real name ish......GERDA RABBIE ZERENA BEGUM KUMONTOY!..*yae..its long*

10.im muslim...sorta..but i pray to god!

11.i love shopinkk

12.im alwaeszx there if ue nid meh..*nortt wen im in da shower!*

13.i love to tok to myh frens.

14.i love myh frens..nd if ue hurt dem...uer gunaaa get a 1 or 2 hitszx frm MEH!

15.i love myh family!..but i hate myh dad!

16....ASK MEH PERSONALLY IF UE WANA KNOW MORE BITCH![=!...hehehee!><!

letszxz c...1.im guna go overseass..so..i wont b able to log on animore fer da next 16 daeszx or so...]=

2.myh internet connection issdd dead...so..ill try to fix it bee4 i leave..

3.ILL MISS UEEE ALL LIK HELL!

 

 

 

 

LUUBBIESZZXZXZX UE ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![=!><!

erm..lets c...i habbieszxczx a fwern.....she so cute!...she super pretty....n she FUCKINKK SINGLE..so...help...she wans a guy,mayb even really handsome...if ue wana b her bf..ue habb to mak sure uer nortt A FUCKINKKKKK JERK..if uer those after "one dae kiss hug fuck break-up guyszx"...GET LOST BITCHESZXZXZ...ND HERES HER BEAUTIFUL PICTURE!..[=!

 

 

HER USERNAME ISH.....[SEXYPEANUT9065]

LINK:http://sexypeanut9065.buzznet.com/user/main/

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MISS

MYH

BOO

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I

WAN UE

BACK

ALIVE!

I

ALWAES FEEL

LIKE CRRYINKK

WHENEVER

I

LISTEN

TO

YOUR SWEET

NAME

ON

THE

STREET

,

WHY

WHEN

YOU

DIED

DID

YOU

KNOW

I

LOVED

YOU!

BUT YOU MADE MEH

SO 

HEARTBROKEN

ON

THE

INSIDE

,

I

WANT

TO

SHOOT 

MYSELF

DEAD

!!!!!!

ROSES FOR THE DEAD-FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND

 

FOR 

 

MYH SCOTTYBOO

 

 

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I COULD JUMP OFF A BULIDING RIGHT NOW,

MY HEART COULD EXPLODE ANY MOMENT,

I FOUND OUT THAT EVERONE IS LIVING OUT,

THEIR FAIRYTALES EXCEPT ME...LOVE BETRAYED MEH AGAIN,

I KNOW SOME OF YOU JUST SAY IM PRETTY NORT TO HURT MEH,

BUT GUESS WHAT,

I NEW ALL DIS SECRETS AND TRICKS FRM  EXPERIENCE,

I KNOW IM FAT,

I KNOW SOME OF YOU SECRETLY HATE ME,

SECRETS BEHIND MEH,

I KNOW YOU ALL MOCK MEH,

I WISH I FOUND SOMEONE....AT...,

I SEE YOU ALL IN LOVE...EXCEPT MEH,

I WISH I COULD GO OFF BANG,

I WANT TO STABB MYH HEART OUT..IM ALWAYS LEFT ALL ALONE,

WATCHINNK ALL THE SHOWS MYH FRIENDS PUT UP,

TELLING MEH HE CHEATED,SHE CHEATED,HE LEFT ME,WE NEVER WORKED OUT,

WELL...IM THAT LITTLE KID WHO CANT STAND WATCHINK LOVE SHOWS,

NOW...IM RUNNING MYH OWN SHOW,

ITS ABOUT A GIRL,

SHES _ GOINK ON _ ,

SHE ALWAYS SEEM TO BE A LONER,

CUZ NO ONE UNDERSTANDS HER,

THEY THINK JUS CUZ SHES INTO HARDCORE INSTEAD OF HIP-HOP ND ALL,

THEY BULLY HER,

SHE SLASHES HERSELF SERCRETLY,BUT AT LEAST HAVE SOME GOOD FRENS,

UNDERSTAND HER...SHE ALSO FAT,

THERE SHES ALSO NICE.FRIENDLY.QUITE.HELPFUL,

BUT NO ONE SEEMS TO LIK HER AT ALL,

MOST OF DA GIRLS IN SCHOOL LIK HER,

BUT STILL,

SHE KNEW DEY TALKED BEHIND HER SOMTIMES,

SHE DOES TOO,

SOMTIMES,

SHE HAS SO MANY PROBELMS,

SHEALWES BULLIED,

SHE FAT,

SHE SORTA A BITCH AT TIMES,

SHE DRAMA,

SHE RICH,

SHE TOO NICE,

SHE ONLY HAS ONE SMALL PIECE OF HER HEART  WITH HER,

ALL HER FRIENDS ARE JUST SO GORGEUS,

BUT SHE NOT THAT UGLY OR BEAUTIFUL,

PEOPLE SAY SHES CUTE ND STUFF...,

ND THAT GIRL IS ME...

I HAV EX-REALTION PROBELMS,

MYH EX-BF BROKE UP WIF MEH CUZ MYH SIS THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO GET HURT,

WELL GUESS WHAT,IT HURTS WORESE,

HE KNEW I WAS SUCIDIAL,

HE THOUGHT I WAS WERID,

I ONLY HAV THREE WISHES,

1.TO MAKE MYH PARENTS PROUD ND BE SUCCESFUL IN MYH STUDIES,

2.TO FIND THAT PERSON I WOULD TRUELY LOVE AND NOT FOR ANYTHINK ELSE,

3.TO LET MYH FAMILY SEE MEH LIVE ND SUPPLY DEM....BEFORE I JUMP OFF A TALL BULIDING OR TO DROWN SOMEWHERE OR STABBED OR CANCER OR TO BLEED TO DEATH BECAUSE I SLASHE MYHSELF TO DEEP...

 

 

 

BITCHESZX..IF UE TINK IM A FAKE...FUCK OFF MYH PAGE...SUM BITCH CALLED JAYBEE MADE SUMONE I CARED FOR DIE....CUZ HE CALLED HIM A fake.....

FUCK OFF IF UER GUNA KILL MEH...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

IM SORRY PPL..I JUSZX FEEL ANGRY,SAD,DEPRESSED ND HURT.....

I WISH I HAD MYH BESTIE HUGING MEH NW.........................

 

 

]=..........ILL SMILE FOR MYH BESTIESZX ONLY![=

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UEE KNOW WHO UE R.....ONLY THOSE PEOPLE I LUUBIIESXZXZX CAN CHEER MEH UP!]=!RITE NW!!!!!!!!+..can ue read myyh other recent journal too?..tankszxzxx....[=

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What would you do if?
1. I was right next to you:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I was hospitalized:
6. I was drunk:
7. I hugged you:
8. I asked you to leave:
9. I asked you out:

What do you think about me?
10. personality:
11. eyes:
12. hair:
13. body:

Would you?
14. be my friend?
15. keep a secret if i told you one?
16. kiss me?
17. go on a date with me?
18. keep in touch?
19. date me?

Have you ever?
20. lied to make me feel better?
21. wanted to kiss me?
22. wanted to bite me?
23. kept something important from me?
24. wanted to cuddle with me?

And more.
25. who are you?
26. are we friends?
27. when and how did we meet?
28. describe me in one word:
29. what was your first impression?
30. what reminds you of me?
31. if you could give me anything what would it be?
32. how well do you know me?
33. when's the last time you saw me?
34. ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
35. are you gonna post this so you can see what I say about you?

You must answer all these questions and send them back to me and please dont hold back, be complety honest...
Y= Yes
N = No
M= Maybe

Would/will you?
[_] come to my house to do nothing at all but chill?
[_] fight me?
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] go out to dinner with me?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] hold my hand?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?
[_] be down with me no matter what?
[_] would you have sex with me?

D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im serious?
[_] think im a good person
[_] think im conceided?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?
[_] love me?

AM I...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] sexy?
[_] cool?
[_] romantic?
[_] a freak?
[_] gangsta?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] trustworthy
[_] compassionate?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] well known?

HAVE YOU EVER...
[_] thought about hooking up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished I were there?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?
[_] looked at my page more ten times?

 

ok....ue c..i shorta lik a guy...hahaha...

1.hes frm buzznet

2.im nortt even sure if he liks meh..

3.hes gay

4.i've been tinkink bout him ever since i talked to him...

5.i wish i could tell him..but..too scared cuz hes gay

6.he'll never accept meh cuz im freakink ugly....

7. ....im sucidial..i asked if he was single..he said ya...nd he gibb meh a face...*i no im stupid to fall for a gay guy*

8.i wish i was never so freakin k fat!

9.i libb lik so far awae..

10.i cant help but cry over dis cuz im in love wif a guy hus gay nd im so stupid....im so ugly..i dought he will neber lik meh aniwaes.....

 

 

 

*CRYINK RITE NW!]=*

YELLE!...DAMN..hahaa...i so damn recently discovered dem..dey're awesome..dey get meh in da dancin mood..haha..plushh...dis band callled lady dana...hahaha..tankiieszxzx to myh frens playlist...he has a damn gud taste of music..its a secret..hahaha[=...so..check dem out for meh?

...i feel lik dyink..but hey...if i died..whos guna tak care of myh babes..haha..myh family..haha....deres one guy hu makes meh feel much better after tokink to him..haha....he rocks..if u eguys do anitink to him.....ill kill ue ALL AT ONE TIME!..HEHEHE!!!!!!!!fang babe!..UEEE SO ROCK MYH FUCKINK LIFE OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha..UE ROCK FANG!..HAHAHA..I WISH WE FRENS FERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![=!><!...

I LUBBIESXZX HIM AS MYH AUNT!..HEHEHE..SO..auntieszxzx!!!!!!!!!!

ish anione single?...haha

i dunch even tink uer guna mak a difference by saeink ue'll find uer sumone

im alwaes da one hus lik damn alone so yea...

but..if anione ish single for meh...hit meh up?[=....

well..actually..myh emotion nw ishh...]=...so..anione single..

IM SUPER URGENT NID OF A BF!!!!!!!!OR A GF....![=!><!

TANKIEZSZXZXZ!!!!!!!![=!><!

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hahaha.i copied it frm sonistar...hahaha..ue should luk at his dan mine![=><!

What would you do if?
1. I was right next to you:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I was hospitalized:
6. I was drunk:
7. I hugged you:
8. I asked you to leave:
9. I asked you out:

What do you think about me?
10. personality:
11. eyes:
12. hair:
13. body:

Would you?
14. be my friend?
15. keep a secret if i told you one?
16. kiss me?
17. go on a date with me?
18. keep in touch?
19. date me?

Have you ever?
20. lied to make me feel better?
21. wanted to kiss me?
22. wanted to bite me?
23. kept something important from me?
24. wanted to cuddle with me?

And more.
25. who are you?
26. are we friends?
27. when and how did we meet?
28. describe me in one word:
29. what was your first impression?
30. what reminds you of me?
31. if you could give me anything what would it be?
32. how well do you know me?
33. when's the last time you saw me?
34. ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
35. are you gonna post this so you can see what I say about you?

You must answer all these questions and send them back to me and please dont hold back, be complety honest...
Y= Yes
N = No
M= Maybe

Would/will you?
[_] come to my house to do nothing at all but chill?
[_] fight me?
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] go out to dinner with me?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] hold my hand?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?
[_] be down with me no matter what?
[_] would you have sex with me?

D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im serious?
[_] think im a good person
[_] think im conceided?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?
[_] love me?

AM I...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] sexy?
[_] cool?
[_] romantic?
[_] a freak?
[_] gangsta?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] trustworthy
[_] compassionate?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] well known?

HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] thought about hooking up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished I were there?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?
[_] looked at my page more ten times?

 

am i loved?

am i nice?

am i loveable?

am i bitchy?

am i ugly?

am i disgustink?

am i notink?

........I FEEL LIKE CRYINK ALMOST EVERYDAE...BUT..ONLY MYH FAMILY*ONLINE*CAN HELP MEH..I WISH I COULD TOK TO MYH ONE ND ONLY MISSED FREN....]...=

haha...ii tried to many gummy flavours...i almost killed myhself runnink around da huzxz...i banged myhself on da wall...haha..i feel lik so dizzy!..><..haha.........[=!><!